Sunday, March 23, 2014
Lust and Love
Cannibal
An Epitome of Memories
Saturday, March 22, 2014
The Orphan
Kidnapped
Outdated Spectacles - Tide of Ambivalent Memories
Makes me remind of someone among the masses
I found it in the store room
And it took me to the past very soon
At first I thought..
Who on earth, such old fashioned spectacles would wear..?
Being laughed at would be the fear
Then a voice inside my heart I did hear..
And I found my grandfather very near..
I still remember those fairy tales..
Listening to which in slumber I used to sail..
I used to make him engine of my rail..
His wrinkled hands I used to hold in strong gales..
That sweet taste of candy filled my mouth
That he used to give me..
Grabbing that I used to flee
And used to hide in a corner of the house..
Where I could be found only by a mouse..
On his back I used to have a ride
To lift me he used all his might
For me used to bring my favourite 'jalabees'
He was the owner of all the important keys..
For his services he never asked for any fee
His heart was filled with love and care for me..
On him I used to play funny tricks
Lots of salt in his food once I mixed
Thrice on the ground his shoes I fixed
When he went out to attend the fair..
To reach the top shelf I fetched a chair
Quickly I opened his wardrobe
And all the sweet candies I stole..
He used to narrate stories to me in the night..
Moral values inculcated by him, for me are a source of light
These spectacles though outdated,
Painted all the memories that had faded.
In my life he played a guide's role..
Now my guide is his soul..
This is such a precious thing I have found,
These spectacles which are round..
But my memory also revived those sounds..
When my grandfather was tied in a shroud..
Everyone's heart one day fails..
Crying for that loss we fill pails..
Though on this earth,
he took birth..
but one day everything comes to an end..
this sour truth, neither me nor you can amend…!
Saturday, August 3, 2013
I Tried to Draw
I tried to draw, for someone,
and I made my long fingers
encase pencils and pens
to guide
impressions
on a hand-made sheet of art paper.
On it I seemed to be
charging
directionless
in a way,
translating
making journeys,
between different media
to create what was
or what still is
(for time is confused in here)
flowing
everywhere but becoming
liquefied;
the moment I thought back to recollect
how I had seen it back there.
I filled in, drew lines, made scratches and eyes.
I had created a portrait at last
and it was nothing very great.
But there was something inexplicable in it
which left me
upset,
like when a sudden insight catches one
unawares –
It could not be displayed.
Cavatina
Nyx dawned, so cold and still
And wrapped the world in thrill.
Cynthia gleamed: her cusp in dew
Against the starry night's pale black hue.
I walked down the road not taken
Skirted by meadows long forsaken.
The wind brushed Her face with mine.
The cool lake rippled under the moonshine,
Cestrum nocturnum lent it's fragrance to the night.
The wind is new, silken and fair;
Intangible it is, like what we share.
The dew is soft, cool and wet;
Like the eternal solace from you I get.
The night is whole, mystic and clear;
Like the love for you in my heart I bear.
Today as I walk, I think of you
On the morrow, it'll be the same too;
For it is you, who taught me right from wrong
And lent your voice to sing my song.
Upon truth, honour and humility you always stressed
And told me how grace was the best.
You are that shining beacon of light,
Imperishable and pristine.
I thank you every night and day,
And pray for you in churches on my way.
And yet with the Time that took flight,
My fears stood right.
“Who are you?”
You ask me now.
I kneel down to you and take a bow.
A tear from my eye crashes against your toe.
“Nobody” I say, with my head bent low.
Delicious Ambiguity
My English teacher at school
Taught us that it is either black
Or white.
My psychology teacher told me that,
Along with blacks and whites,
There are greys.
And so, being in ambiguity
Over the question of ambiguity,
In a delicious ambiguity, I lay.
This ambiguity, I believe, was much
Like the taste of a kiwifruit:
With not much juice,
Not exactly sour, but never too sweet.
And yet I relish it with so much glee.
With my eyes squinted, I savoured its taste
Until only those crunchy seeds remained,
Here-there to surprise me again.
And without regard to what people say,
In a delicious ambiguity, I lay.
I had a friend who was a painter.
His strokes were fine,
His imagination wild
He had a palette of colours, so bright
Obscuring comprehensions about what he drew
I asked him what he wanted to prove,
But he merely sighed
In such ambiguity, yes, I take delight.
And then there was he,
Who transformed my being.
He was like the morning dew,
Like the fragrance of an exotic perfume,
Like a little speckle of talcum on a surface hot:
He was an angelic mirage, or not?
There one moment, and the next had him gone afar,
He was my polestar.
In ambiguity, I revelled in his presence.
Often strangely, even in his absence.
With a panache of his own,
He plays with my emotions,
And drifts in and out of my life
With great commotion.
Even though I know he can never feel this way
For me,
And constantly takes refuge in words
Like 'perhaps' and 'maybe'.
Plunged into the abyss of uncertainty,
I am in love with this delicious ambiguity
Thursday, December 8, 2011
That is Love
The mother who kisses her child’s nose,
Like a dewdrop falls on a rose,
That is love.
The father who lets her stumble and learn
Like a spider climbing up the wall of a tavern,
That is love.
The brother who wipes her precious tears
Blows away her entangled fears,
That is love.
The sister who fights for the mirror and dress
But gives up her love, for her happiness.
That is love.
The lover who drowns in the depth of her eyes
Like a pebble sinking in a sack of rice.
That is love.
The friend who lets her hair down with her,
Like the careless wind carrying a leaf-ladder,
That is love.
The child who keeps her on her toes running,
Like the water in an eddy, spiralling,
That is love.
God who gave her this litchi garden
Made her heart soften and skin harden,
That is love.
She, who is grateful for this wonderful treasure,
For letting her be a child, sister, friend, wife, mother,
Friday, December 17, 2010
A Poem: Conundrum Of Emotions
source: http://www.flickr.com/photos/16115226@N07/1906192830/
The following poem is by Sayali Saoji, a member of the poetry team in Yamuna 2010-11.
Feeling lonely and lost
She woke up perplexed
Shaky and dizzy
Pondering over the vague mystery
Intimidated by the new ambience
She felt like a novice
The past glory vanquished
What all life had to offer
She had a whole lot of things to discover
With the best of efforts
She still seemed to be transfixed by the quandary
Couldn’t figure out what was really wrong
Cacophony of emotions reared in the mind
Everything looked so dispiriting and disheartening
She just closed her eyes
And let the whole feeling sink in
All she needed was the moment with herself
Then there was composure
And her poise returned
When everything was subdued
The solace she found
She realized would have been
Had she not mulled over the conundrum at all.
Thursday, October 7, 2010
A Poem: Left Fathoms Below
The following poem is by Arushi Parmar. She is a member of the poetry team in Yamuna ’10.
The whisper that left her parched lips
was nothing more than a voiceless prayer.
The silent cry of pain she let out
was just a crouching desire to fail the fear.
Swinging her mind away from the aimless stranded life,
she made her way to the dainty dwelling house
where her happiness was stabbed by the worldly knife
where her soul and spirit were sucked and left out.
There she avidly wanted to treasure that dwindling moment.
not wanting to curb the ever-so-painful vague memory
when the hand she crowned the most
left her fathoms below her shimmery paradise.
She lay there, embossed in the listening wall
trying to unravel the mystery behind the young girls great loss,
who though wanted to be agnostic, still searched for answers from God and all,
but now a woeful colleen, is eager to be liberated from
the inescapable, infernal land.